“Are you busy?” Alk sent the thought.
“No, come in,” Vadis replied.
Alk found himself in the creator’s study. Vadis’s creation was dressed in a dense Etton shirt, without visible wounds or mutilations just a part of the rough brand mark just slightly peeked from the shirt’s opening.
“You’re not dragging me into something, are you? You didn’t run away?” Vadis asked with deliberate concern.
Alk smiled.
“No. Etton’s on a deal, Firokami is selling some necklaces to the Lumbii for emeralds. And you can see how I’m dressed.”
“Dressed, yes. Huh, Smarty, if you had run away, you’d make it look like everything’s fine, so you wouldn’t stand out as suspicious.”
Alk smirked.
“Thank you. For creating me. I never thought it was possible to feel this much happiness,” Alk said.
Vadis smiled back.
“Well, that’s the point. Everything alive is made — or created — for happiness. Is it allowed, to hug you?”
“You allowed,” Alk said brightly, stepping toward the Creator. “I’m so happy I feel like sharing it with every—”
Alk broke off mid-sentence and froze, pulling back from his father. A familiar sadness flickered in his emerald eyes.
“What now? Did I do something? Fine, go, go away, I’ll say you weren’t here! I don’t need Etton asking later what I did to you, go, go,” Vadis waved him off.
“Not enough. It turns out I’m not happy enough. I want you, Dayni, Tayra — all of you — to be happy. But I’ve always wanted that, no matter how I felt. And now, when I said it, I wanted you to be happy too. If I could, I’d share it. But not with everyone. I don’t think about everyone. I don’t think, ‘I wish everyone were as happy as I am.’ Does that mean I’m not happy enough?”
“No,” Vadis exhaled with relief and continued warmly, “it just means you’re an egocentric, self-absorbed show-off. You’ve always been that way. I don’t see why happiness should have changed you.”
“But all the books say that if you’re overwhelmed with happiness, you want others to feel it too.”
“Ah, that’s for sociopaths,” Vadis said, settling into his chair and pointing at the couch.
Alk sat down as well.
“Happiness makes you social. Those who once felt they didn’t have enough for themselves, when they finally become happy, understand they can give, that they can make the world better. And you’ve always done that. You’ve always seen people. You’ve always made the City better — even without happiness. So you can keep this happiness for yourself. It’s yours. And everyone has their own. You can’t really share your own happiness. It just switch on empathy, the wish for good for others. So, are you happy?”
“More than the sky.”
“That’s enough,” Vadis smiled.