On that side

What's on the edge?

— Not! No, no! Not! — from impotent anger, she kicked the dust and grass, — it can’t be, it can’t be like that!
A pained half-groan, half-moan escaped his throat. And his throat began to hurt, as if a scream had scratched him.
She reached, reached the very end. All these sacrifices, she traded everything for the knowledge of the Way, tolerated these stinking teachers with their advice and teachings, just to find out. And so she reached a place where no one could reach. Where the Priests did not let even the initiated reach. Emissa, the daughter of the ruler of the seven lands, deceived, flattered, pretended. And finally, she is at her destination. The world ended and nothing lay behind it. There was no miraculous exit to a beautiful and desirable world. She learnt where the light ended, and beyond that, of course, was just darkness.
— Get up, let’s go, — she heard the voice of one of the mentors. Nexter. How she hated him.
She looked up at him with tear-stained eyes.
— There’s nothing there! — she cried.
— For you,- he chuckled.
— What? I passed all the levels!
— I told you that you need to pass the level understanding, and not deceiving the oracle with formalism. You just don’t know what’s out there, so you can’t see anything.
Blue eyes flashed with anger. He is arrogant again!
— I am also a mentor now.
— Yeah, what a bad mentor you are, — he grunted and went to the edge of existence, spread his arms and fell into the black abyss.
She screamed, peered cautiously into nothingness.
Nexter was again next to her, only a little to the side. In his hands shimmered a bracelet, the same as in the books of the Highest. So they are there!
— Take it. And go home. There, the potatoes for dinner are not peeled, — the man casually handed the bracelet to her.
— How are you? .. So I can do it too!
Emissa closed her eyes for a moment and rushed to the edge of existence.

— Stop! But potatoes!
The girl jumped into the darkness. The Being disappeared, there was only darkness around. Emissa didn’t even fall, she just hung in the darkness. She could roll over, stand up, sit down, however, there was nothing to lean on. And that’s all.
— Well, what is there? — a man similar to him came up to Nexter. Although Nexter was all sort of bright, like a summer day, and the approached was dark as a winter night.
— Jumped.
— Well, let’s get by with pasta, — Kamir, also a mentor, shrugged his shoulders, — let her hand there.
— Yeah.
Amisa suddenly heard Nexter’s hateful mocking voice «when you’ll get tired of hanging out in nothingness, call me. Potatoes won’t peel themselves.»
— And what do you have here? — Kamir asked, nodding at the bracelet.
— Yes, I took it for her, here, in the Highest world, to console her.
— Oh, give it to me.
Nexter smiled and handed the bracelet to his friend.

When it’s in truth

When it's in truth

Fresh, incomparable, the smell of birches and firs, familiarly tickled the nostrils. The lindens already smelled of honey, although the bees had just begun to work. The beginning of summer was felt in everything, in the smiles of adults, in the downcast eyes of girls, in the laughter of children.
The blond, blue-eyed Peresvet looked at the village that came alive in the morning, along with nature, standing at the edge of the forest, in a meadow. The guys, all young, strong and tall, were washing and warming up by the river. By some reason among them was not visible Yaroslav, the son of Veda. Probably returned yesterday at dawn.
Peresvet at midnight went to the Far Meadow, to watch how the shustiki bloom, then the healers prepare a pruga from them, which cures all diseases, and twigs, and even removes whammy to the wind. It was there that he saw Yaroslav with the Songa. And the fact that Songa is the bride of Arzhin, from a neighboring village, it’s not business of Peresvet, he’s still small. This spring, Peresvet turned twelve springs. And this meant that he had just begun to grow up, that is, from now on, he was entitled to work in full, and everything that brightened up the severity of adult life was not supposed to be at all. Peresvet’s parents drowned last spring, and it’s good that the family of his father’s brother accepted him. Otherwise, they would have given him immediately to the forest, for the good of Mleesey, the god of the forest. Who demanded his subjects every spring, when he came to the forest of the Sviyakh family.
Peresvet already had one road to be a student of the witch Shika, Fira, his father’s brother, had three wives and five sons, in addition to the adopted child. Everyone needs to allocate a share so that everyone can bring a bride. There was no share left for Peresvet, and therefore he should become a sorcerer. And live without a bride. Peresvet was not upset by this. Hearing the whisper of the forest, knowing what the birds and animals say, seemed to him more interesting than living in the countryside and working from dawn until late night, just to survive the winter. And you won’t see summer. Peresvet has never seen Shika works, on the field or anywhere else. He did not take payment for his sorcery, but he always had the most fragrant jam, the freshest vegetables and milk.

Peresvet loved the smell of a flowering meadow, as if from deep childhood, from which he had not really come out yet, but had already firmly forgotten.
Among the guys frolicking in the river, Wislav stood out in a sonorous voice, swarthy, handsome, and flexible. As it fell out of the night, the whole family of Sviyakhs was pale, that’s why they were called Sviyakhs — pure ones. He was obscure himself, but his father, a respected man, was, therefore, they accepted his son, and he did no harm to anyone, did not slander anyone. But he was obscure, that’s for sure, and he fraternized with Sihey, that’s someone who loved to slander, such incredible things that it would not even come to mind.

Sihey was the son of Takhom, a farrier, and also an obscure one, all white, with a clean face, with such a face only to look in the mirror, and not to go to battles. So he didn’t go. Either a guy, or a girl, and he wore long hair, right up to the waist, like an old man, sometimes even plaited it like a girl. Black eyebrows of straight, curved lines, any beauty will envy it. Sihey’s hands were thin, delicate, just like a woman’s. A coprs Sihey had a flexible, smooth gait, only there was not enough bulky chest, and in the bath there was a noticeable difference, in other case a woman like a woman. He should have been born a girl, but no, he was born where family was fed with a hammer. Takhom sighed many times, looking at his son, the handsome swan. And Darena, as luck would leave her, did not give birth to him any more sons, in order to pass on the business, or daughters, so that she would bring an heir to the house. It can be seen that the family of Takhom will get stuck. There is no continuation for him, what kind of swiyakh girl will marry Sikhey? He doesn’t know how to hold a hammer properly. How will the family be fed? After all, Takhom could not teach him anything. And how do he can learn? How many times he tried to give his son to apprenticeship, and he always ran away, and told such things that it was a shame to repeat.

In vain Takhom was worried, a lot of girls of the clan looked at his son, but he didn’t look at anyone, he arranged games with the guys, and as they had fun with the girls, in their young business, he went home. And what he made up — he loved to dance. He danced and you really can’t take your eyes off, but not like guys dance, and not like girls — although that’s good — but he came up with some tricky movements.
Peresvet knew all this, but only did not understand Takhom’s turmoil. Well, let he is not a farrier, but Sihey will dance, he can walk with matchmakers, and dance on all holidays, and he bakes well, he will not stay without piece of bread.
Or maybe he really, as the old sviyakhs used to say, from the forest Mleesey, came like a spirit-keeper. And what he likes to talk to people, it’s Mleesey gives a test. Maybe he will take him when he needs to, and maybe, if some kind of trouble happens, Sihey will call the forest for help, and Mleesey himself will come to help the sviyakhs. For a long time, the Slavic people were already many years old, several neighbor-clans did not begin to build cities, they did not accept strangers’ leaders, the elders of the clans gathered, and decided to leave for the forest. So it is more reliable.

Open the door!

Open the door!

He involuntarily exhaled a groan from the sharp hit to his eyes. The thin silver chain struck again and again, but now he was ready. The June downpour slashed with sharp jets everyone whom it could reach with its whip. The man furrowed his eyebrows in displeasure. Why he even went today. But what was left for him? The telegram arrived today. He touched his palm to the pocket where the paper lay. There was no ring finger on the hand.
Where is this house? He remembered the address by heart, and the way to the house too, but in the darkness of the street, lit only by the shining jets of rain, bringing light to the earth from the moon, which peered through the gaps in the clouds, shrank from the damp darkness and hid back, the black, as if charred, house was hard to see.
Stephan Dolesi stopped, peering into the darkness. The silhouette of a house appeared through the wall of rain, and the man nodded. He hoped he would finally be able to reach the end and get what he promised. He just needs to come up and knock. A chill ran down Stefan’s back, recalling a waking nightmare from childhood when he couldn’t find the right door. Why now? Now, on the contrary, he found the right door.
Stefan stroked his pocket with the telegram once more and knocked.

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The girl leaned on the table with her palms, silent in mid-sentence.
— Rain, huh?- she asked uncertainly, although the rain hissed outside the window more than intelligibly.
The man, one of those sitting at the table, sighed. The question did not require an answer. The knock did not repeat. But it seemed to those present at the table that the guest continued to hammer on the door.
— Maybe this time we shouldn’t open?

The girl snorted or sighed loudly.
— We tried, remember?
For a while, everyone was silent, remembering. They had plenty of time. A whole eternity. But for the guest time went straight ahead. At least for now.

Reflections of the past

Yes, it was his room, just as he remembered it. Stefan went to the bed, sat down, rubbed his face with his hands.
But why does all this happen to him only here? The man saw movement out of the corner of his eye and jumped up. A white figure was moving towards him from the mirror.
-Oh no, no! Again! Don’t!- Stefan whispered loudly, looking for something to break the mirror without approaching it. But there was nothing suitable, only a coverlet. He grabbed it and rushed to the mirror and suddenly stopped. The white curtain, fluttered by the wind, was reflected in the mirror.
Stefan sat down wearily on the floor, leaning his head against the bed, grinning.
— But where are you from, I broke you as a child? -he walked over to the mirror.
Surely, Aunt Venera ordered a new one and inserted it into the same frame. Stefan stared for some time at the dark glass that reflected the light of the lamp on the table and threw a cover over it. But he knew the night would be restless. You will probably have nightmares.

A pet

— Don’t scare him with your darkness! Why did you let her off the collar? — Elmira pounced on the man.
He embraced the lump of darkness.
— She doesn’t bite! It’s night now, I let her run around, or you want her to gobble up everything here?
— She scared Stefan!
— Who brought her into this world, huh? — the man was indignant.
— Enough! — the girl hissed.
The darkness clung to the man, embracing him by the neck like an unseen animal.
— Stefan!- Elmira smiled at the newcomer.
A piece of black handkerchief protruded from Edward’s pocket. For some reason, Stefan couldn’t look away from the little triangle. For some reason, he couldn’t handle his anxiety.

Songs of the Empire

Music of duality

Intertwined in the dance of Unity, the Tiger and the Dragon carried Eternity on their shoulders. Not thinking of the existence of Happiness without each other, not finding Harmony outside of each other. From times older than the moment of the merger of Heaven and Earth. They contained the great power of happy creation, perfect harmony. They hold the essence of all things.

***
In the old abandoned castle, the wind, not knowing the barriers, walked, apparently for more than one eternity. It is not clear how the preserved piano stood in the hall of the once former ballroom. The black-haired youth closed his eyes and played the piano. Long thin fingers flew over the keys, extracting a melodic mystery from the instrument. The castle, the wind, the piano, the young man and his melody harmonized, complementing each other. The young man played, and the wind carried the melody around the castle. A tear rolled down the young man’s cheek, rolled down to the corner of his lips. The pianist’s fingers trembled, and the melody broke off.

Personal Inferno.

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